Like I don't know!

You scored as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Congratulations! You are obsessive-compulsive! You know nothing curbs images of mutilating your mother like a good counting/checking/washing ritual... wait, DID you forget to turn off the stove???

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder		75%
Eating Disorders		58%
Unipolar Depression		58%
Borderline Personality Disorder		42%
Antisocial Personality Disorder		33%
Schizophrenia		17%

Which mental disorder do you have?
created with QuizFarm.com

Bikers abound...

When driving around and there are lots of bikers darting here and there like asteroids in the sky, remember this...

"Matter occupy space, and they matter."

Enough said.

Christmas Loot

Here are the books that a friend gave me last Christmas. You can see that one is about getting old and the other one is for a positive outlook. Hmm... what to infer from that? Well, one can deduce that I am a sad, aging cow. Oh! I know he means no harm when he gave me that. It just made me think quite a bit... am I really getting old? And I need to be happier. That one, I know I really need.

I read the books anyway. However, the book "Too Wise to Want to be Young Again" still don't apply to me. Let's say that those are for grannies. I would like to think that I am still at that point where I am making memories for my old age. Although as of the moment, I am not happy about the memories I am making. This is one low point in my lovelife. You might be suprised but I have one although it is not very healthy at this time. There are major issues that I need to resolve and some major decisions that I need to make.

I started this blog so I can have some form of release from everything that is plaguing me. But there are times when I fear that someone will judge me without really understanding what I am going through. And everything is just bottled deep inside me. That is the reason why I am not a happy camper these days. I carry so much guilt, so many thoughts, worries and doubts. I must admit that I am a worrier... I can't live my life not knowing. But of course I know there is a limit to what I can and what I ought to know. I will really be glad if a man for once will answer the same questions he himself ask of me.

Echoes of our hearts

From an e-mail:

****************

Echoes of our hearts

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to
the echoes of our hearts. We all fall inlove and
there are times when we love so much that we
lose ourselves in our own emotion. More often than
not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and
love that grows cold. We would start to search for
answers and try to find where love has gone wrong.
But in the end, we find ourselves where we started
for we cannot question love when it has its own
reasons. Love will always be as it always has
been silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love
never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when
we found our hands empty and our hearts longing.
We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be
fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We
should not hold it in our hands for we may never
find the strength to let it go when it decides to
leave. We should only embrace its warmth and
glow while it last and then freely open our arms
when its time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we dont want
that feeling to end for it is everything that we
wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow
in our hearts. But, if it doesnt then we should
never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not
end where heartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on.
When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we
wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands
with the heavy heart. For love will have to set its
wings free and find that place where it belongs. We
may have lost it but then again, when we close our
eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will
hear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then well know that it has never left us, for the
good that we have become because of love will
always stay. It will always be there reminding us
that we should be thankful and happy, not because
we have lost love, but because for once in our
lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us
happy.

Go Philippines!

Let the spirit of sportsmanship and camaraderie continue!